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Ditto u took the words straight from my mouth. I will pray for u and u can pray for me as well. The power of prayer is real.

There’s a way which seems right to a man, but its end is the way of death. (Proverbs 14:12). God actually has a name. You say part of it if you say Halleluyah…… or when you say the names like Jeremiah, Isaiah, Nehemiah, etc…. Yah Yah Yah Yah…… that’s short for what I believe Is the correct pronunciation of Yahowah/Yahuah spelled Yod-Hey-Waw-Hey in the original Hebrew (יהוה). If you study what Yahowah and even Yahshua (not Jesus) said you’ll find they’re on the same page unlike the lies of Paul/Saul. Faith is blind. He wants us to understand what we’re getting into trying to walk with Him. Yah’s covenant is a contract. Simply stating that if you do these things, act these ways (what we call the 10 commandments and his feast days and sabbath) then if you do that, then he’ll start getting more involved with what you’re trying to do. He wants you to understand the deal. Much like what was said in The Matrix movies this is all about your choice. This is described in detail in chapters before and after but it’s summarized in this part of Deuteronomy,

Deu 30:19 “I have called the heavens and the earth as witnesses today against you: I have set before you life and death, the blessing and the curse. Therefore you shall choose life, so that you live, both you and your seed,

You can bash Him all you want about perceived injustice but once you start to understand you may find what you once thought were curses end up being blessings in the end. In my case I grew up with two narcissistic parents to which I was the scapegoat when compared to my brother. I endured a life of never ending gas lighting since I was a child, which led me into crappy relationships with women of the same personality type. For literally decades I didn’t grasp what was really going on. Odd thing, is not long after I finally picked up a bible to try to understand whoever this god guy was, and I think piecing together what was wrong with the names used, I started to stumble upon exactly what had been happening to me, so far as the abuse was concerned. With anything, much like any child, I always gravitate towards trying to understand “Why?”. In my mind if you know “why” something is any certain way you might more easily overcoming it when you know “why” something is the way it is.

The reason I finally pulled out a bible was after listening to so many preachers and rabbis was because things weren’t lining up in my mind. All of them were constantly contradicting one another. I now understand so much of that stems from the bogus teachings of Paul/Saul, and with Judaism it stems from the bull in the Talmud and Mishna….. not Yah’s Torah (first 5 books of the Bible)….. or anything Yahshua says.

I vaguely remember the first couple things I was praying for. Wisdom and to be freed. The latter part ended up being a bit of a loaded prayer/request I discovered in following years. I was first thinking it was financial, but as the months passed I ended up discovering one thing after another that was quite literally holding me down and in some stagnating place. Some of it had to do with my parents and their endless mind games, others were limitations I had put on myself….. but they all started to disappear as I discovered what they were and changed. One of the first things I discovered I had issues with was lying. Everyone does this and it’s not until you really and finally try changing that I discovered just how much I was doing it, thereby breaking one of Yah’s expectations of us in that we don’t bear false witness. At first I’d catch myself after I did it, sometimes a day, or an hour, then I slowly got to the point where I stopped myself even before I did it. This walk with Yah changes you, and in my opinion for the better.

You must remember the only person you actually have any control over is yourself. You can ignore Yah’s words and live your life however you wish, but yes, there can or could be consequences both now and maybe after it ends. I’m not perfect nor would I try to convince anyone of anything but one thing that’s changed for me, not just with seeming to get a few more prayers answered, is my mindset. I’m not as angry as I used to be, nor do I allow myself to be manipulated by lies that are now so much easier to see.

There were times I was literally yelling at Yah for what I had been through. But the odd thing now, is I’m actually thankful for what I had to go through now as it helped push me over the edge to finally seek out his guidance. It all helped me to better understand why things are the way they are, no matter how screwed up things seem. Life is an opportunity to me now, an opportunity to make a choice. Life and blessings or death and curses. The choice will always be yours. But to understand that you have to go out on your own and seek Him on your own accord.

“God gives no one a horrible life.” REALLY? Let’s ask all the starving people how that works out for them? Lets ask all the Jews that were MURDERED and TORTURED in death camps, lets ask all the poor and homeless.

God himself said that few will go to heaven, meaning that if he is Omnimax, then he KNEW this would be so, and that he WANTED this to happen. He created man because he was bored, and needed a new toy to play with, but it didn’t hold his attention very long, so he bailed out on us and turned ownership of this world to his best friend Satan, knowing full well what he would do to us.

God is an ABUSIVE FATHER, and honestly a DEADBEAT too. My life sucks. Every time I try to improve it even a tiny bit it gets smashed into dust. God created some people just so he could hate them, torture them and send them to hell as an added bonus.

Your heartless comments are typical of someone who has no idea how horrible this world is for a significant portion of the planet.